Flaws And All

&&The rest is still unwritten.

& Friday, July 10, 2009

to start..the motivation for this post is my FOM team-mates..haha...for some reason our group discussion turned into a gossip session?haha....we talked about Blogs, relationships, siblings, parents and etc. it was fun..haha...and no one actually really did any project work during the 3hour break..we just ate together after gossiping and gossiped a little more..oops.

and the best thing happened today..i saw James!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha...ok..u might think i'm crazy but hey..he is a close friend..so i was on the way home after getting my laptop fixed and i missed the train because it was too crowded and i didnt really feel like being a typical Sinagporean..so i waited..the train was for some reason delayed and i was frustrated to have let the train before leave!but after i got onto the delayed train i realised why i missed the previous train..because James was in it!!!haha...we got to talking and disagreeing as usual..i was really extremely happy..the last time i saw him was 14th Nov..that was just too long ago..and after so long he walked me home..and i couldn help but recollect all the other times we did that..those are times that i will really cherish....i have to say i loved his hair..haha..and he looks good in his uniform and tan...haha...this is a friendship i can see lasting for years...

so i should be studying but im here..and i was planning on taking the day off..but then i realised that its not as if im working so extremely hard to take any sort of break...but hey as ive mentioned earlier..im the queen for procrastination...somebody slap me into my senses...

i miss Liana, Nessa, Zaza and Zubby..nessa has been telling me she misses me and i feel extremely bad for not catching up with her..and she lives 5mins from me...Liana and I are in the sme school and we haven met up...Jillyn too...she called me today randomly...and i was busy soi couldn really talk to her...its good to know that all my friends are always gonna be my friends...yay...

posted by your name at 6:20 AM

& Saturday, June 27, 2009

yes yes...after a long time ive decided to start blogging again..alot has happened..first i came back from Bangkok on tuesday..and i had to self quarantine myself..and that led to me missing the outting with my girls..the recess buddies aka vougeness..but its good to see the pics of the outting and i have to admit i miss them a hell lot..looking forward to another outting and hopefully this time i will be able to make it...

i was over at my grandmothers place over the weekend and my uncle found a dog when he was on the way home..its a female..looks like a cross between a Shih Tzu and a Poodle...its looks like it has been abandoned as it hair is over-grown and very tangled...i think my aunt is gonna keep it and she brought it to the groomers this morning...i guess she has also decided to name her fluffy..

and....the death of the king of pop..i honestly dont understand the world..when he was alive..all they did was to nickname him and frame him for the things i believe he never did...and now that he is gone..they put on acts and pay tribute...yes the man deserves the best tribute possible but why are people so fake?

and over the past few ive come to realise who i can really rely on when times are bad..and i m definately very comforted by that..and i guess thats it...

Don't try to explain your mind

I know what's happening here

One minute, it's love

And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a

Why is it the smallest things that tear us down

My world's nothing when you're gone

I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing,

These times when we climb so fast to fall, again

Why we gotta fall for it, now...

I never meant to start a war

You know, I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride

Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmm

If we can't surrender

Then, we're both gonna lose what we have, oh, no

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing oh, no

These times when we climb so fast to fall, again

I don't wanna fall for it, now...

posted by your name at 10:52 PM

& Friday, May 15, 2009

(Top Row frm Left:Phay Shuen, Mei Ling and Aishah)

(Bottom Row frm Left: Chiew Yeh, Clara, Yening and me)

alright, so the week just ended...it was a pretty good week i suppose..had my first informal presentation..i was alright..not all of us were prepared but i think we should do fine for our CA..celebrated Clara and Yenlings birthday on monday (above picture)..it was good..Aishah and i went down to Holland V to get a mango cake..it was nice..Clara's friends from outside of SP came to..with another cake for her...the work-load hasnt piled up yet..but im already suffering with accounts...i mean..in sec school math was my worst subject..so why would i expect to get the hang of accounts that fast right? i finally understand econs with the help of my cousin..unfortunately im never letting her retire from my life (in terms of academics!haha)..stats is fine..its kinda easy...i likemy lecturer...he is funny...FOM lecture gets dry but the lecturer knows how to get our attention and he is funny too so its not much of a problem...furthermore, he is my tutor as well..so yay!haha..

i cant wait to go back to work tmr...i miss the kids...so so so so so so much..i dont get to see majority of my students anymore cause they attend the tuition on weekdays...weekends only some of the kids are there...and i get to see Vijaya and Surya...so its really a gonna be a good day..then later heading down to Funun to re-format my laptop and im dragging him along...so tmr will pretty much be a very good day for me...and i cant wait...i want subway cookies!

mothers day was okay too...went to Indian Times in East coast and then to Starbucks..its was a night filled with good food and lots of pictures...and i guess thats all i have for now...have a great weekend everyone!

posted by your name at 6:13 AM

& Friday, May 8, 2009

alright..i know i haven been updating..and since Nessa has asked here i am...well poly has started and alot of things have chnaged in my life...made plenty of new friends...got into a relationship..and just alot of things...

poly has been good..modules are not so bad...accounts and econs are a little hard for me...the rest are not so bad..i really hope my GPA will be good..i dont really know what CCA to join..a classmate was forcing me to join life-saving with her and another was forcing me to join dance with her...for those of u who know me well..u will know that dance is something i love and swimming is something i have been involved in for many years now...i didnt really bother looking into dance...i feel like a chicken when i dance hip-hop=D..so after some consideration im joining life-saving..im already taking it out-side..so i have to attend the session first to see what it is about in school..

haven seen my sec school buddies for ages..well Liana ur an exception..Liana is in the same school as me and ive met her in school a number of times..our origianl plan was to join the same CCA..but she found something she was interested in and she joined it already...i dont think i'd be too interetsed in that..i think its some form of martial arts if im not wrong..might be meeting Shiling on friday..not too sure if that will work out..

what else? hmm... went to Plaza Sing with him on Friday to get mom's gift..had fun...we dont get to spend too much together like we used to when i was working..bought my class mates their birthday gifts as well...Clara and Yenling..both their birthdays are on Monday..so yeap..

i guess thats it..i really dunno what to blog about...

have a great weekend..
and happy mummys day to all the wonderful women out there..

posted by your name at 11:54 PM

& Tuesday, March 10, 2009

so i went to SP yesterday to register..and i really am not lookin forward to start school..for some reason my heart is still stuck in NP..i really wanna be there...but it was my decision not to appeal..i dunno..i dont know anyone from the business school..and ill have to find my way around myself..im afraid to make new friends..damn i should have appealed!

but i m telling myself that ive always wanted to start over and this definately is a good chance..so..i hope it all works out fine and i hope that the people are nice as well..gosh..im freaking out..somebody help me...

posted by your name at 11:46 PM

& Tuesday, February 24, 2009

hey there. work today was good. we were afraid that one of us was going to be fired but apparently we're doing a fine job and so we're safe. Dont want to stress about this. work was great. the kids are too cute. haha.

Liana's birthday celebration was good. despite the fact that we were a little lost for a bit. everything went well in the end. the botanic gardens really does have a very nice view. really very calming. good place for a very long chat as well. i really seriously have nothing much to say here and i really dunno why. life has been really beautiful and to end here is a beautiful picture =)

posted by your name at 7:49 AM

& Wednesday, February 18, 2009

today was a blast..had fun..went to work at 11..did report B as we were instructed..we were rishing to fiinish it so that we could catch a movie..we did everything and were on our way to the train station...aunty Rosa from kumon called and told us something was placed wrongly and expected us to come back..but we were in a rush..haha...we headed to Causeway and caught the Curious Case Of Benjamin Button....the movie was really good..haha..we were laughing the whole day..and a wonderful dinner as well...thank u guys for the treat...

my birthday was alright..went for dinner at night to Little Bali..the place was just so romantic...really good food as well...good thing ive such an adventurous aunt=)

Liana gave a very good and sweet gift..she sang a small part of Footprints In The Sand by Leona Lewis...it was really very sweet and she also sang a birthday song..she even sent me a card!!!i love her..and Nessa too..called me up and strated singing a birthday song..i love u guys!!

ill upload the pic when i can..till then!

posted by your name at 7:29 AM